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[luthaiseakit]

Despite all my good intentions to start this journal with out a whingey post I think I'm about to whinge!  I've had a crappy day where I didn't accomplish anything useful with my last day of holiday and then dancing was fun until I got dragged into the Recumbent Stone which I don't seem to be able to learn no matter what I do and as a consequence I messed up.  I hate messing up dances especially when I feel I should know them!  It panics me and then I mess up even worse. :(  I'm also currently less than impressed with my job and for once I'm actually not looking forward to going into work tomorrow.  I don't even want to see the children which in my case is a very bad sign.  I guess I'm just feeling very lose-endy right now.  There's nothing I can do to sort my life after my move but not enough time left here to make it worth getting a new job and sorting stuff out.  Sigh.  Aah well at least I don't think it could get worse and maybe dancing on Wednesday will be better...